I would tell you that I'm sorry. Sorry that i didn't have the time for you when i was busy with my attachment. Sorry that i wasn't there when you needed me the most. Thank your mom on behalf of us. She's been a great help throughout our relationship together. Always backing us up when we're up against your dad. It was fun while it lasted. But the end is inevitable. Sheila, I'll always remember 15th December every year.
& If only i could play it just once for you,
I would tell you that i would not apologize. Not because I don't want to. It's because I know you no longer find it sincere. I apologize for the things that had happened between us. Despite the regret and remorse upon finding you moved on, It was hard for me to digest. Even though i got to know it from the papers, I was happy for you. But at the same time, sad. Sad that everything between us has to end. It's not about friendship or love. It's about you. Without me, you'll be better off not worried. I'm thankful you still think of me. Yet, I'm not ready to accept that extended hand of friendship. My emotions will just get in the way. I'm better off like this. Looking at you from far. I want you to understand that I still do love you, but i can't allow it to be your problem when the time arise. I want you to know my family and friends are always behind you. I have received enough love from you. I want you to give him the same too. Yenn Alexis, 08th August & 21st March will always be remembered.
on a brighter note, Happy Birthday Mom & Dad. I hope you enjoyed yourselves yesterday.
Please read carefully. What you see is sometimes not what you get. Fadd is a sophomore in the University Of Cambridge, majoring in both Information Technology and Visual Communications. He has an intrinsic flair in poetics and linguistics and is the coolest person you will ever come across. He enjoys volunteer work and is a strong propagator of blood and organ donation; a strategy that puts him so many steps closer to his ultimate ambition of creating a better world. Meanwhile, he looks forward to joining the Management force, and molding the future of the nation like his great grandfather. He is also an enthusiastic Singaporean and also a member of the Young PAP. Fadd hates being around people and always fathom the thought of being alone and lonely. He has a perverse curiosity of finding out if his cat can stop a moving MRT train with it's bare paws and he loves catching girls wearing skirts in his boxers. His alter ego aims to be the aloof, drifting Clouds who protects the Family from an independent standpoint, and whom nothing can ever bind.
