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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Vindicated    As expected. It's better than it stays on the walls of my room. It looks better too. If i have brought it to camp, i wouldn't know what would happen to these unanimated objects. (: I'm sorry that i lost the slippers you bought for me. It was missing after the loanshark attacks. Crap. I hate living in this shithole, especially living next to someone who's involves with syndicates. Screw it. 12:21 AM | back to top
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Goodbye My Lover The palm trees swaying in the wind. In my chest. You sang me Spanish lullabies. The sweetest sadness in your eyes. Clever trick. I never want to see you unhappy. I thought you want the same for me. Goodbye my long lost lover, Goodbye my hopeless dream, I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be. So long my luckless romance, My back is turned on you. Should i known you'd bring me heartache. Almost lovers always do. We walked along a crowded street. You took my hand and dazzled me, In a dream. And when you left, You kissed my lips. You told me you would never ever forget these memories. I never want to see you unhappy. I thought you want the same for me. Goodbye my long lost lover, Goodbye my hopeless dream, I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be. So long my luckless romance, My back is turned on you. Should i known you'd bring me heartache. Almost lovers always so. I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot drive the streets at night. I cannot wake-up in the mornings, Without you on my mind. So your gone and I'm haunted, And I'll bet you would just like. Do I make it that easy? For you to walk right in and out of my life? Goodbye my almost lover. Goodbye my hopeless dream. I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be. So long my luckless romance, My back is turned on you. Should I've known you'd bring me heartache. Almost lovers always do. It's been a year and a month if we're still strong. 12:21 AM | back to top
Monday, September 7, 2009
IPREPNS  So says the list. Yet, i was told to bring handphone charger, extra pegs and hangers, & even 2 sets of army tee or singlet for night usage. Oh yeah! and lots of undergarments too. Not to forget snacks though foodstuffs fall under the category of what not to bring. I've yet to receive the what-to-bring list from CMPB itself. 4 days left, and I'm still thinking of her. Till then. 12:21 AM | back to top
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Sepasang Kurung Biru  Gluttons Bay @ Makansutra, Esplanade boast a wide range of delicacies. Seafood, Western & traditional. They have it all. For the 2nd consecutive year running, Kak Suraya organized a mini gathering there. She being there was the icing i wouldn't missed not having. Food was considered extravagant since we spent more than 100SGD on food itself. She was looking rather stunning though simple outfit. She even wore the shoe i bought her. After a round of sinful dining, Geylang Serai was the next stop we had in mind. As usual, crowds are expected be it weekends or weekdays seemingly we're into the 2nd half of the fasting month and marks a step closer to Hari Raya. I wasn't much please with guys ogling at her chest. Sheesh. I've also manage to get my 1st pair of aqua blue Baju Kurung. I dropped a size now after losing 9kg. I'm making a big fuss about that much weight loss. Fuck. It sure brings back memories. Yet, i didn't wanna talk about it as i prefer to see her in her purest form. Any stupid comments i make might change the mood. Shared cab with her. Still trying hard to give her a peck, but i guess she was expecting that i would do such and therefore left in a hurry. Or so it seemed. Better luck next time, Fadd. I was also happy to hear that she snubbed going clubbing. Yes, though it was just entirely based on pure luck, It still serves as a blessing for me. I believe for someone fasting, be it a muslim or non-muslim, we should at least abstain from alcohol for the month itself as respect. Then again, even if she did go, it is not within my jurisdiction to stop her as she no longer has to heed to the tyrant. Like this song, Sepasang Kurung Biru, and ironically, like the color code we're suppose to wear this year, it reflects alot on how i feel. I don't know when else I'll manage to see her again. She seemed busy with the calls and text messages she got and I know some day, she will no longer have the time to spend with someone from her past. Time and time again, i reminded myself the time will come where she will love someone else. It's been a blast. Thank you for your time, Tigress. The photo frame was what we got last year. Yet, it wasn't even completed 'cos it was forgotten. I've manage to complete it and i want you to keep it. Forgive me for the drawing. You can download the song playing in the background here. It's not uploaded by me, but it's tested and proven. Pictures will be uploaded on shutterfly once i manage to rendezvous my collection with Kak Suraya's. Till then. 12:21 AM | back to top
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Sparkling Korea  It's a done deal. It's a promise. 2 years from now, let's go to South Korea. I've got a accomplice. Maya intend to join me in my escapade. Hopefully we will be able to make it happen. I would have ORD-ed by then. Till then, we will keep our promises. I'm meeting my cousins, uncles & aunties later in the evening. Hopefully she will be there, on time and proper. It might be my last, so i intend to make the memories last. I have lots to accomplish if the Korea trip happens! For now, let's save! 12:21 AM | back to top
Friday, September 4, 2009
Numb 12:21 AM | back to top
Thursday, September 3, 2009
To write love on her arms  Damn. My lappy was fucking darn laggy that I went on to do a full reformat. It took me a few hours to settle the window updates and tweaks. It features Jessica from SNSD as wallpaper with Windows 7 theme. NEAT. Yesterday, She came over to break fast together with the family. She had steamboat in mind, and we did the grocery shopping and preparations with the help of Mom & Dad. Gotta admit. She's gotten rounder. What have her friends fed her?! I swore i could have seen her from the other end of 888 Plaza. Then again, i could have noticed her anywhere with the way she walks. & She's still as clumsy yet adorable as always. In any case, food was excellent. Especially the Chilli Crabs. It's a biased verdict; i know. Chilli Crabs has been my favourite dish and it's quite easy to prepare. The only pain in the ass part is to finish off the live crabs in 1 hit. It's been some time, yet yesterday was a night that we didn't fight. Come to think of it, it felt serene and calm. I believe she can handle friendship problems well. Yanting might have went beyond her boundaries to help, but I don't think she did all those. Even if it's the group dates episode, she even assures me nothing happened after. There's no reason to be hard on her. On the other hand, she's so close, yet so far. I even missed every chance to give her a peck that I've planned since NOON after sending her off to the bus stop. Damn, i'm dumb. I just wish things will be like before though it's close to impossible. I'm sorry, i couldn't take your cellphone's number, knowing that you don't intend to give it to me. Besides, it will be hard for me knowing that you will love somebody else in the near or distant future. Knowing that you won't return won't me feel any better even as friends. I'm sure she tends to blog about yesterday. So if you intend to read more in details about yesterday, do hop down to her blog via the link I've registered under AMI•CO. I presume you know her name. Sorry that i have to resort to guessing. I couldn't bring myself to view her blog myself. I'm just afraid of what's written. I had fun and love the food. Hope you did too.  GPR 125  DRD 125 Now, I'm seriously spoilt for choice. Help? 12:21 PM | back to top
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Flame of Will Damn. It was supposedly just another typical smoke break with Maya & guess where it ends me at. I didn't want to believe it at 1st, but yes, the next thing i know, i was at Singapore Polytechnic. Fucking Singapore Polytechnic accompanying those idiots studying. Not that they were doing much of studying anyways. Eye candy wasn't there. So their threat wasn't much of a threat in the end. Moving on, it has since been 8 coming to 9 years of friendships with the COTs. COTs, abbreviated from Circle Of Trusts was came about by Hashim. We have also come to understanding that the COTs doesn't only limit to us, but to our extended friends of whom we believe there is more than just trust or for my reference external advisers. Disagreements are never a hindrance for us. I've known them for years and yet I'm still being amused by their antics and their growth.. well maybe a little of growth. But they've been around. Though it won't be for long. Being an avid Otaku, you wouldn't expect less if i never ever come across cross referencing the COTs with an adaptation from Manga/Anime.  Hashim Sky - the one that colors and engulfs everything.    Danial / Farhan / Tarmizi Rain - the one that washes everything away. Storm - the one that fiercely blows everything away. Lightning - the one that harshly strikes everything.    Shan / Fadli / Hidzir Mist - the one that cannot be captured. Cloud - the one that cannot be caught and goes its own way. Sun - the one that illuminates the sky. Meanwhile, while you're at it, I'm off to catch some sleep. Screw the Psychos. Period. PORTFOLIO  EMAIL | MSN | TWITTER | FACEBOOK AMIGOS
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