What makes one unique is most probably their very own character. Be it bad or good, it's the main entity of who you are. As you grow up, we get lots of nicknames. Some which offends you, and some which makes you happy to hear. But the most distinctive to me would be Chubs.
She gave me that nickname. She said it sounds cute and cuddly. Even till now, though we're no longer together, at times, my friends would poke fun at me with Chubs. It sure brings back memories. Though, I've retired myself from Chubs. Chubs belonged to her special someone.
Till then, Chubs is just a White Tiger plushie. Please do not follow my footsteps. I've realized that all this while i still didn't learn anything from my previous relationships. She gave in everything she had, and now when she's gone, this empty void is irreplaceable. No matter how much i regret, she's gone.
She doesn't acknowledge me anymore like she used to. Day in Nights out, She's always been appearing in my dreams. Ever smiling while running towards the horizon. She must indeed found her happiness. No matter if i beg nor cry her a river, she won't be coming back to me. All what's left are memories.
This is definitely my 1st. My 1st to feel such emptiness. Such loneliness. Fear of being trapped. Fear of losing anyone. This void. Why am i such an idiot? How did this happened? It will be revealed soon. Sooner than you expected. I'll tell everything i know. Till Then.
Please read carefully. What you see is sometimes not what you get. Fadd is a sophomore in the University Of Cambridge, majoring in both Information Technology and Visual Communications. He has an intrinsic flair in poetics and linguistics and is the coolest person you will ever come across. He enjoys volunteer work and is a strong propagator of blood and organ donation; a strategy that puts him so many steps closer to his ultimate ambition of creating a better world. Meanwhile, he looks forward to joining the Management force, and molding the future of the nation like his great grandfather. He is also an enthusiastic Singaporean and also a member of the Young PAP. Fadd hates being around people and always fathom the thought of being alone and lonely. He has a perverse curiosity of finding out if his cat can stop a moving MRT train with it's bare paws and he loves catching girls wearing skirts in his boxers. His alter ego aims to be the aloof, drifting Clouds who protects the Family from an independent standpoint, and whom nothing can ever bind.
